Saksi Pencuri Ayam

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Walaikumussalam

Oh cerita ni dah lama berlaku sebenarnya tapi baru harini tergerak hati nak taip dan update blog ni. heheh On that day, kitorang baru je lepas sahur (puasa 6 di bulan Syawal), and dah masuk bilik dah pun. Tetibe terdengar macam bunyi ayam-ayam yang tak bersalah tu seperti dikacau 'sesuatu'. Not sure lah tu orang ataupun benda lain yang lebih menyeramkan kan. Disebabkan perasaan ingin tahu yang sangat tinggi, aku rasa macam nak intai je, tapi roommate aku larang, terus aku tak jadi nak intai. haha Yelah, kalau manusia takpelah kan. Kang kalau nampak benda lain, lain pulak jadinya. Haihhh, mintak disimpang kan lahhh.

Tu jelah cerita aku pasal ayam di pagi hari. haha. Takde point pun sebenarnya.

Kbai,

- amira_hasrori -

Purely Random Thoughts

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Kau rasa Najib dapat tidur lena tak hari-hari knowing that the whole nations hated him?

Aku kalau dapat tahu ada orang benci aku dah tak senang duduk agaknya.

That's what makes all of us different I guess.

Till then,

- amira_hasrori -

Allergic Rhinitis

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So a few days ago, I went to the hospital with my aunt and cousins to check for my sinusitis (resdung) condition. Apparently, the doctor said that my (inside, I don't know the exact name) nose has swollen. She gave me a reference letter to consult to the ENT (Ears Nose Throat) specialist.

And so I went there. Fortunately it was 4th day of Hari Raya and there were not so many patients there. Therefore, I can see the specialist without having to make an appointment. Oh wow, it sounds like a formal essay that would be submitted to the teacher. keke Oh well. There, the doctor run the scop (I don't know the exact name, but the doctor call it that so, yeah) and I could see with my own eyes that my inner nose is swelling (sound really gross right? keke). You know how the scop run in my nose? It's like a long rod that piercing inside my nose. I can feel the rod is moving but I doesn't hurt. Maybe it was because before running the test, the medical assistant had sprayed the inside my nose with something. I don't know what it was but it sting a little.

And so I was diagnosed to have allergic rhinitis. I can't eat nuts, seafood, and cold food. I also have to avoid myself from the dust and cool weather (like a room with aircond because obviously Malaysia didn't have winter). The doctor also give prescription to me that I have to use every single day without a miss. And therefore my live now is depending on the medicine, and Allah swt of course.

That's it. My story on how I visit the specialist on Hari Raya Aidilfitri. keke It really isn't an interesting story for other people, but it was definitely a historic day for me because of the scope thingy. LOL

Till then,

- amira_hasrori -

30 Days Challenge : Day 13

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Walaikumussalam.

Hi! It's been months now since the last update. Although I have mentioned that I want to continue writing, I am actually a really lazy person who always wanted to do something but doesn't have the effort to do that thing. tsk tsk tsk Is there any medicine to kick ass this laziness of me? Oh well, I guess if there is any, I still will be too lazy to even go out and buy it. keke

Back to the topic, since I didn't know what to write but the urge to write is still there at the most bottom and deepest of my heart ahahaha I decided to continue with the 30 days challenge thingy that I have abandoned years ago. So, let's get started! Or rather continued? keke

Day 13: Somewhere you'd like to move or visit.

I really want to travel and discover a whole new world. It doesn't necessary to go outside from the country, because in Malaysia there are a whole lot of interesting that I don't visit yet. Travelling indeed need a lot of money, but if I have that extra money, to buy experiences, why not, right? But being a student with no scholarship or any sponsorship, I have to postpone my dreams to travel and just listing countries that I want to visit some fine day. That should be my "Countries to visit bucket list" right? Oh well.

The most country I want to visit right now is South Korea. Most people that are close around me would of course can guess why I want to go there so much. This is because the craziness of the Kpop thingy that I picked up two years ago makes South Korea the one place that I really want to visit if I ever have the money to.

My main reason to visit South Korea

I also want to visit United Kingdom and experience the "changing guard" ceremony, taste different kind of food and observe the culture there. Western culture might be very different from us in Eastern, so I really want to experience that too.

Beside that, if I ever had a chance to further my studies or work overseas, I would definitely grab that chance. Even though Malay proverbs do mention, "hujan emas di negeri orang, hujan batu di negeri sendiri, lebih baik di negeri sendiri", which means although there's fortune in other country, our own country is still the best. But, how would I know if my country is the best when I never go outside Malaysia to even compare? Of course people would said, what is the use of the Internet? But it will never be the same compared to when you experienced it yourself right?

So, that's it. I think I should stop here before I went further from the topic and run out of topic to write. keke

Anyway, I think it's not too late to wish to all the muslims out there;

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI

MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN

I would want to apologies for all the wrongdoings that I have been done whether is intentional and most of it of course its unintentional and I absolutely do not realise it, I am really really sorry. Of course all the good things comes from Allah swt and all the bad things comes from me and myself.

Hope all of you get an Aidilfitri that is full of His blessings.

Till then,

-amira_hasrori-

Brushing Up My Writing Skills

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Walaikumussalam.

Hey there! It's me. Again. Of course.

It's a whole new semester again. And the workload is appearing one by one. And here I am, should be doing the assignment and lab reports, but updating this blog.

I don't really remember why do I start this blog actually. Maybe just following the trends those days. People were crazy collecting followers on their blog. Blogwalking, power blogger, is a common words that people use back then. But now, people no longer read blogs. They changed to Instagram nowadays. 

But, nevermind. I still want to update this blog. Not to collect followers that never comment on freaking-no-reader-blog, but to brush up my writing skills. I do notice that I write mostly in English nowadays. Back then, I doesn't even dare to write a sentence in English. However, I no longer remember to use the flowery-flattery-Malay language. sobs

Because I'm taking the elective subject of Bahasa Melayu Ilmiah, maybe I can polish back my writing skills in Malay too? Perhaps?

Nothing interesting to write here anyway. I'm just stating that I might, repeat, I might, starting to write actively once again. InsyaAllah.

May Allah bless you ;)

- amira_hasrori -

Too Lazy To Do Anything

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Walaikumussalam.

Hey there. What's up?

Like seriously I'm so lazy to do things that I should have done, but here I am updating this freaking-no-visitor blog. keke I'm in the middle of the holiday right now. Although it's holiday, but there's so much things that can be done to be to kick out the boredom but honestly, because of the super laziness that is nesting right on top of my head, I'm doing nothing. Just laying around on my bed, watching dramas or playing games in my phone. 

Heol.

Here's a list of what I'm supposed to do during this almost-ending-holidays:

1. Find FYP (Final Year Project) topics and proposed to a lecturer to be my supervisor. I have proposed by the way, but there is no feedback from the lecturer, so I'm actually clueless about my proposal. Is it being ignored because she reject it or she ignore my email because she's actually busy and doesn't have the time to check her email yet. I don't know.

2. Wrap the album because I should post tomorrow. The albums that I have received, one of them is damaged. So that's why I'm posting back to change to a new one. There's no reason to tell everyone about this anyway. Oh well.

3. Clean my sister bedroom because I'm expecting visitors tomorrow. Should have start cleaning up this morning, but I'm not doing it until now. Too lazy. urghh

4. Confirming and retype for the reunion lodging because I volunteer to be the person in charge. LOL And up till now I'm still doing nothing except for the fact that I'm writing this because I think that this blog hasn't been updated for a quite long time.

And so yeah. That's the list that I'm supposed to do today, but I keep procrastinate and nothing is done because I'm feeling lazy.

Let's sing Lazy Song by Bruno Mars!

Till then.

Annyeong!

- amira_hasrori -

2015

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Walaikumussalam.

Halo!! It's been a long time since I last wrote in here, and it's already 2015! Nothing to wrote actually. Just thinking that I should start writing again. But no ideas. 2015 starts was not so good because of the flood and the Kpop thingy. sigh 

Anyway, hope for a blessing days afterwards. Tomorrow is my last paper for semester 5. Pray for me! Yeah!

Can't wait to go home,

- amira_hasrori -

Officially An Adult

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Walaikumussalam. 

Twenty one years ago, at this exact time, a girl was born. And she was named; Fatin Amirah.

Hello! I tried to be serious but I just can't! So, yeah. I'm officially an adult now, by the age, but my mind and heart is forever seventeen! Yeahh! keke 

There's nothing much to say really. For the past twenty one years, I'm not sure if I live well or not. But I can be sure that for the upcoming years and more, I'll try my very best to live well and not live hell. 

As an adult, I wish that I can be a faithful servant to my God, an obedient daughter to my parents, an awesome sister to my siblings, a cool friend to my colleagues, and a grateful citizen to my country. lol

May Allah listen to my prayer. 

P/s: Let's recite Al-Fatihah to my colleague who lost her mother two days ago. Al-Fatihah.

Let's stay healthy and happy everyone ^^

- amira_hasrori -

30 Days Challenge : Day 30

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Day 30: Your highs and lows this month

Muehehehe. My lows, I'm too lazy to update this! T_T I know, I know. I'll finish and complete this thing later okay. Bear with me for a while. So, I'm now on the bus, on my way to Kuala Terengganu. My semester going to start already. sigh I really really really wish that times fly really fast when I'm in Terengganu. Like seriously, I can't live there. I don't want to live there. Oh, well. Story of my life. sigh

My high? A couple of my wish are fulfilled. Alhamdulillah. And the result is better than the last semester. Got to make the grade go higher! Yosh! Please don't ask my result. Pleaseeeee. I don't ask yours so, you don't ask me, okay? That's the deal.

I have like four more hours to arrive to Terengganu. Urghhh. I hate this situation. I wanna end this suffering fast! Ma, I want to go home :'(

My medicine for the time being.

Hwaiting!~~~

- amira_hasrori -

30 Days Challenge : Day 12

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Day 12: Bullet your whole day.

My day is boring these days. But I'm enjoying the last days of my holiday! Ahh, I really hope I can live like this forever. Basically, my day will be doing house chores, cook for lunch, surfing the net, watching drama, write some stuff, sleep, eat. And repeat until the end of holiday. So, nothing to be bullet anyway. Plus I don't like to use bullet in my writing. ekeke

So, how's your day?

- amira_hasrori -

30 Days Challenge : Day 11

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Walaikumussalam.

Day 11: Put your iPod on shuffle and write 10 songs that pop up.

Oh, crap! I don't own an iPod. Well, basically my playlist contains all SHINee songs. Go listen to them! They are really good! And my favourite songs from the latest mini album 'Everybody';

Symptom written by SHINee Jonghyun :)

And Colourful!

I love them all :D

- amira_hasrori -

30 Days Challenge : Day 10

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Day 10: Discuss your first love and first kiss.

singing My first kiss when a little like this~~~ Okay, let's just cut the crap. My first love of course will be my parents! Duhhh, without them I will not be alive and writing this! And my first kiss must be from Puan Mama. Or is it Tuan Abah? I don't know. Maybe they kiss me at the same time! How should I know? I was only one day old! I can't remember that!

I have the greatest parents in this whole wide world! Don't be jealous, you have your parents too ;)

Love you abah and mama :)

- amira_hasrori -

30 Days Challenge : Day 9

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Day 9: How you hope your future will be.

I hope my future will be as bright as the star. I hope the future of me will be healthy and happy.

I hope the future me can meet you,

- amira_hasrori -

30 Days Challenge : Day 8

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Day 8: A moment when you felt the most satisfied with your life.

Will it be too over if I said that the moment is now? But a person who I adore so much will instead said, "Never be satisfied with your life. Work hard and you can play harder after all the hardship you've been going through." Well, because of that, I might want to change my statement.

The moment when I felt the most satisfied for the whole twenty one years old I've been living is perhaps none, but the moment when I felt the most happiest with my life is now. Yes, now. 

I'm in holiday, I moved to a new house, new room, I have my family to lean on and to cheer for me. That's all that matters to me right now. And I'm going to do anything to preserve this moment forever. No matter what it takes for me.

- amira_hasrori -

30 Days Challenge : Day 7

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Day 7: Your zodiac sign and if you think it fits your personality.

I was born in 1993 so my zodiac sign is rooster! How rooster fit my personality? I have a leadership(?) quality, but sometimes when I'm too tired to lead I will just follow the majority voice. Oh, I don't know if being a rooster can fit my personality as I also didn't know what my personality is. Yes, I'm in the process of learning myself right now.

It's very important to know yourself well. As for now, I still don't know what is my talent, so I'm going to explore myself more. ehehe I don't even know what am I rambling about now. Going to sleep now~~~

Good night

- amira_hasrori -

30 Days Challenge : Day 6

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Day 6: Write 30 interesting facts about yourself.

Eh? Do I have any interesting facts about myself at all? Well let's just say that the question was meant to be write what do you think is interesting about yourself. That should do the trick, isn't it? ekeke

Well, now what should I write about myself? I am not exactly an interesting person to start with. If you just met me, you might think that I'm a snobbish and quiet person. Well, I think everyone think the same too. It's true that I am not a friendly person but once you get to know me, I can be loud and you would want to cover your ears. Yes, I am that loud. ekeke

It's not a very interesting fact anyway. What's so interesting about me? I wonder myself. What is so interesting about me? I am not beautiful, I don't have nice voice, I can't draw. I can write but not too well. I have a wild imagination? Can that be an interesting fact of me? I am sometimes paranoid. My friend once said to me that I have a final destination imagination. lol 

I cannot trust people easily and it's hard for me to open up to people. But now I'm trying to be more open minded and express myself more. I am having a hard time writing this entry as I, myself doesn't know any interesting fact about me.

Do you know any interesting facts about me?

- amira_hasrori -

30 Days Challenge : Day 5

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Walaikumussalam.

Day 5: At time you thought about ending your own life.

I think I had wrote this topic somewhere in this blog? Yup, I, amira hasrori, not once but a few times had thoughts about ending my own life. But because my brain is still functioning well and can still think rationally despite in those situations, I just ended up sleeping with a wet pillow on my head. Get what I mean?

There was a time when I was depressed. Started from 13 years old? And it build up until I was 20. Now? I don't think I am depressed anymore. Alhamdulillah :)

There was one time, when my bestfriend left me without any words. She isolated me, she didn't want to meet me, she didn't want to have any conversation with me, not even an eye contact! I was in despair at that particular time. I was sixteen, I had difficulties of making friends, and she came into my life. I feel loved and I love her so much. But what she did to me was beyond my expectation.

I'm in despair. I don't even know what to do. I become depressed. I was just sixteen. My hormones must've been stirring my emotion at that time. I was thinking on drinking the whole bottle of cough syrup, eat all the medicine that I had, but I don't remember why I didn't proceed to that. Maybe I thought that there is still a long way for me to go. People come and people go in my life. Many of them just say a simple, "Hi!" and a few of them steal my heart along the way. And she is one of them. 

I thank to God that today, I can still standing proud and say that I am alive and thank to God that gives me the brain to think rationally at those time and I didn't end up dead in my own hand. 

Dear depressed people,

Please seek for help if you are in the situation like me. Don't be foolish and end your life. There are too many things in this world that can give you happiness. Do not give up. Love yourself.

There's no one else that can love yourself more than you do :)

- amira_hasrori -

30 Days Challenge : Day 4

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Day 4: Your views on religion.

I am indeed a proud muslim. I am Islam by my name and InsyaAllah by my attitude, akhlak and deeds. I may not be a pious but I'm still working hard to become a good daughter to my parents, a good sister to my siblings, a good friend to my friends, a good student to my lecturers, and most important of all, a good slave to my Almighty Allah swt.

Religion to me means to have faith in the power of God. And I believe in that. I may not be a pious but I still want to be a better person, and I think all of us want that. Wanting to be a better person and chase the heaven that Allah swt had promised us in Al-Quran, His love letter.

I may not be a pious but still I want the best for myself, my family and my friends. May Allah swt help us in this world and hereafter. Let us work hard to gain Jannah from Him. InsyaAllah :)

May all of us be a good slave to Allah swt :)

- amira_hasrori -

30 Days Challenge : Day 3

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Day 3: Your views on drugs and alcohol.

What am I suppose to say about these two things eyy? Well, my sister is a pharmacist and she often use the drug words to refer to the medicine. Drugs are good things because it can cure you and make you healthy unless you MISUSED them!

Nonetheless, I would say, drug is bad. When you misused them. I don't know what to say anymore. keke As for alcohol, I will focus more about the beverage alcohol not the chemistry alcohol. If you got what I mean. eheh I learnt the bad effects of them on pregnancies and life span of human. And I am sure no one can give a  single good benefits of alcohol. Am I right or am I right?

I don't know why people who go to gym and work their ass off but still consume alcohol in their daily life. You want to be healthy but you still consume the most unhealthy drink in this whole wide world?! Not to mention it can deplete your muscle and you brain cell!

I cannot force people to "Stop misused drug!" or "Stop drinking alcohol!" but as a future nutritionist insyaAllah I am advising to those people out there who are addicted to drugs and alcohol to slowly decrease their consumption and eventually stop taking them. It's for your own good health! :)

Yup, you don't need drugs and alcohol to live.

What's YOUR view on drugs and alcohol?

ahh this question is hard >.<

- amira_hasrori -

30 Days Challenge : Day 2

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Walaikumussalam.

Day 2: Where you'd like to be in 10 years.

Am I suppose to predict where I will be in another 10 years? Is this the meaning of the question? I'm confused. Well let's just say that the question was intended to asked where I want to be and what I want to be in the future 10 years. It's like a long term planning? Yeah, some sort of that.

I was hoping to continue my studies overseas after finishing degree. And if I may to choose, I would like to work overseas. eheh The reason? Nope, I don't have reason for that. Just feeling like going overseas, see the world, and work there. Then, maybe, maybe I'll appreciate Malaysia more. Maybe.

I really want to pursue in nutrition field but my seniors and lecturers said that my degree is more to food service industry. But they said if I work in private sector, I might have the chance to be a nutrition. I don't know. That's why I want to further study first and then work overseas. ekeke

Ten years from now, I would be 31 by then. I hope I still alive and healthy at that time. I wish to adopt a son after I get a stable job. Reason? Do I need a reason for that? I've been wanting to adopt since I was in high school. I hope my parents would not oppose me. And my future husband. Kim Jonghyun, you'll accept my son right? ekeke Let's hope that he read this and understand my sincere feelings.

Ten years from now, I hope to be healthy, have a stable job, finished my PhD and work overseas. I also hope to have a healthy, handsome and genius son. InsyaAllah :)

Where would you like to be in 10 years?

Let's work hard to make our future bright! Yosh!~

- amira_hasrori -