Officially An Adult

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Walaikumussalam. 

Twenty one years ago, at this exact time, a girl was born. And she was named; Fatin Amirah.

Hello! I tried to be serious but I just can't! So, yeah. I'm officially an adult now, by the age, but my mind and heart is forever seventeen! Yeahh! keke 

There's nothing much to say really. For the past twenty one years, I'm not sure if I live well or not. But I can be sure that for the upcoming years and more, I'll try my very best to live well and not live hell. 

As an adult, I wish that I can be a faithful servant to my God, an obedient daughter to my parents, an awesome sister to my siblings, a cool friend to my colleagues, and a grateful citizen to my country. lol

May Allah listen to my prayer. 

P/s: Let's recite Al-Fatihah to my colleague who lost her mother two days ago. Al-Fatihah.

Let's stay healthy and happy everyone ^^

- amira_hasrori -

30 Days Challenge : Day 30

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Day 30: Your highs and lows this month

Muehehehe. My lows, I'm too lazy to update this! T_T I know, I know. I'll finish and complete this thing later okay. Bear with me for a while. So, I'm now on the bus, on my way to Kuala Terengganu. My semester going to start already. sigh I really really really wish that times fly really fast when I'm in Terengganu. Like seriously, I can't live there. I don't want to live there. Oh, well. Story of my life. sigh

My high? A couple of my wish are fulfilled. Alhamdulillah. And the result is better than the last semester. Got to make the grade go higher! Yosh! Please don't ask my result. Pleaseeeee. I don't ask yours so, you don't ask me, okay? That's the deal.

I have like four more hours to arrive to Terengganu. Urghhh. I hate this situation. I wanna end this suffering fast! Ma, I want to go home :'(

My medicine for the time being.

Hwaiting!~~~

- amira_hasrori -

30 Days Challenge : Day 12

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Day 12: Bullet your whole day.

My day is boring these days. But I'm enjoying the last days of my holiday! Ahh, I really hope I can live like this forever. Basically, my day will be doing house chores, cook for lunch, surfing the net, watching drama, write some stuff, sleep, eat. And repeat until the end of holiday. So, nothing to be bullet anyway. Plus I don't like to use bullet in my writing. ekeke

So, how's your day?

- amira_hasrori -

30 Days Challenge : Day 11

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Day 11: Put your iPod on shuffle and write 10 songs that pop up.

Oh, crap! I don't own an iPod. Well, basically my playlist contains all SHINee songs. Go listen to them! They are really good! And my favourite songs from the latest mini album 'Everybody';

Symptom written by SHINee Jonghyun :)

And Colourful!

I love them all :D

- amira_hasrori -

30 Days Challenge : Day 10

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Day 10: Discuss your first love and first kiss.

singing My first kiss when a little like this~~~ Okay, let's just cut the crap. My first love of course will be my parents! Duhhh, without them I will not be alive and writing this! And my first kiss must be from Puan Mama. Or is it Tuan Abah? I don't know. Maybe they kiss me at the same time! How should I know? I was only one day old! I can't remember that!

I have the greatest parents in this whole wide world! Don't be jealous, you have your parents too ;)

Love you abah and mama :)

- amira_hasrori -

30 Days Challenge : Day 9

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Day 9: How you hope your future will be.

I hope my future will be as bright as the star. I hope the future of me will be healthy and happy.

I hope the future me can meet you,

- amira_hasrori -

30 Days Challenge : Day 8

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Day 8: A moment when you felt the most satisfied with your life.

Will it be too over if I said that the moment is now? But a person who I adore so much will instead said, "Never be satisfied with your life. Work hard and you can play harder after all the hardship you've been going through." Well, because of that, I might want to change my statement.

The moment when I felt the most satisfied for the whole twenty one years old I've been living is perhaps none, but the moment when I felt the most happiest with my life is now. Yes, now. 

I'm in holiday, I moved to a new house, new room, I have my family to lean on and to cheer for me. That's all that matters to me right now. And I'm going to do anything to preserve this moment forever. No matter what it takes for me.

- amira_hasrori -

30 Days Challenge : Day 7

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Day 7: Your zodiac sign and if you think it fits your personality.

I was born in 1993 so my zodiac sign is rooster! How rooster fit my personality? I have a leadership(?) quality, but sometimes when I'm too tired to lead I will just follow the majority voice. Oh, I don't know if being a rooster can fit my personality as I also didn't know what my personality is. Yes, I'm in the process of learning myself right now.

It's very important to know yourself well. As for now, I still don't know what is my talent, so I'm going to explore myself more. ehehe I don't even know what am I rambling about now. Going to sleep now~~~

Good night

- amira_hasrori -

30 Days Challenge : Day 6

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Walaikumussalam.

Day 6: Write 30 interesting facts about yourself.

Eh? Do I have any interesting facts about myself at all? Well let's just say that the question was meant to be write what do you think is interesting about yourself. That should do the trick, isn't it? ekeke

Well, now what should I write about myself? I am not exactly an interesting person to start with. If you just met me, you might think that I'm a snobbish and quiet person. Well, I think everyone think the same too. It's true that I am not a friendly person but once you get to know me, I can be loud and you would want to cover your ears. Yes, I am that loud. ekeke

It's not a very interesting fact anyway. What's so interesting about me? I wonder myself. What is so interesting about me? I am not beautiful, I don't have nice voice, I can't draw. I can write but not too well. I have a wild imagination? Can that be an interesting fact of me? I am sometimes paranoid. My friend once said to me that I have a final destination imagination. lol 

I cannot trust people easily and it's hard for me to open up to people. But now I'm trying to be more open minded and express myself more. I am having a hard time writing this entry as I, myself doesn't know any interesting fact about me.

Do you know any interesting facts about me?

- amira_hasrori -

30 Days Challenge : Day 5

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Walaikumussalam.

Day 5: At time you thought about ending your own life.

I think I had wrote this topic somewhere in this blog? Yup, I, amira hasrori, not once but a few times had thoughts about ending my own life. But because my brain is still functioning well and can still think rationally despite in those situations, I just ended up sleeping with a wet pillow on my head. Get what I mean?

There was a time when I was depressed. Started from 13 years old? And it build up until I was 20. Now? I don't think I am depressed anymore. Alhamdulillah :)

There was one time, when my bestfriend left me without any words. She isolated me, she didn't want to meet me, she didn't want to have any conversation with me, not even an eye contact! I was in despair at that particular time. I was sixteen, I had difficulties of making friends, and she came into my life. I feel loved and I love her so much. But what she did to me was beyond my expectation.

I'm in despair. I don't even know what to do. I become depressed. I was just sixteen. My hormones must've been stirring my emotion at that time. I was thinking on drinking the whole bottle of cough syrup, eat all the medicine that I had, but I don't remember why I didn't proceed to that. Maybe I thought that there is still a long way for me to go. People come and people go in my life. Many of them just say a simple, "Hi!" and a few of them steal my heart along the way. And she is one of them. 

I thank to God that today, I can still standing proud and say that I am alive and thank to God that gives me the brain to think rationally at those time and I didn't end up dead in my own hand. 

Dear depressed people,

Please seek for help if you are in the situation like me. Don't be foolish and end your life. There are too many things in this world that can give you happiness. Do not give up. Love yourself.

There's no one else that can love yourself more than you do :)

- amira_hasrori -

30 Days Challenge : Day 4

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Day 4: Your views on religion.

I am indeed a proud muslim. I am Islam by my name and InsyaAllah by my attitude, akhlak and deeds. I may not be a pious but I'm still working hard to become a good daughter to my parents, a good sister to my siblings, a good friend to my friends, a good student to my lecturers, and most important of all, a good slave to my Almighty Allah swt.

Religion to me means to have faith in the power of God. And I believe in that. I may not be a pious but I still want to be a better person, and I think all of us want that. Wanting to be a better person and chase the heaven that Allah swt had promised us in Al-Quran, His love letter.

I may not be a pious but still I want the best for myself, my family and my friends. May Allah swt help us in this world and hereafter. Let us work hard to gain Jannah from Him. InsyaAllah :)

May all of us be a good slave to Allah swt :)

- amira_hasrori -

30 Days Challenge : Day 3

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Day 3: Your views on drugs and alcohol.

What am I suppose to say about these two things eyy? Well, my sister is a pharmacist and she often use the drug words to refer to the medicine. Drugs are good things because it can cure you and make you healthy unless you MISUSED them!

Nonetheless, I would say, drug is bad. When you misused them. I don't know what to say anymore. keke As for alcohol, I will focus more about the beverage alcohol not the chemistry alcohol. If you got what I mean. eheh I learnt the bad effects of them on pregnancies and life span of human. And I am sure no one can give a  single good benefits of alcohol. Am I right or am I right?

I don't know why people who go to gym and work their ass off but still consume alcohol in their daily life. You want to be healthy but you still consume the most unhealthy drink in this whole wide world?! Not to mention it can deplete your muscle and you brain cell!

I cannot force people to "Stop misused drug!" or "Stop drinking alcohol!" but as a future nutritionist insyaAllah I am advising to those people out there who are addicted to drugs and alcohol to slowly decrease their consumption and eventually stop taking them. It's for your own good health! :)

Yup, you don't need drugs and alcohol to live.

What's YOUR view on drugs and alcohol?

ahh this question is hard >.<

- amira_hasrori -

30 Days Challenge : Day 2

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Day 2: Where you'd like to be in 10 years.

Am I suppose to predict where I will be in another 10 years? Is this the meaning of the question? I'm confused. Well let's just say that the question was intended to asked where I want to be and what I want to be in the future 10 years. It's like a long term planning? Yeah, some sort of that.

I was hoping to continue my studies overseas after finishing degree. And if I may to choose, I would like to work overseas. eheh The reason? Nope, I don't have reason for that. Just feeling like going overseas, see the world, and work there. Then, maybe, maybe I'll appreciate Malaysia more. Maybe.

I really want to pursue in nutrition field but my seniors and lecturers said that my degree is more to food service industry. But they said if I work in private sector, I might have the chance to be a nutrition. I don't know. That's why I want to further study first and then work overseas. ekeke

Ten years from now, I would be 31 by then. I hope I still alive and healthy at that time. I wish to adopt a son after I get a stable job. Reason? Do I need a reason for that? I've been wanting to adopt since I was in high school. I hope my parents would not oppose me. And my future husband. Kim Jonghyun, you'll accept my son right? ekeke Let's hope that he read this and understand my sincere feelings.

Ten years from now, I hope to be healthy, have a stable job, finished my PhD and work overseas. I also hope to have a healthy, handsome and genius son. InsyaAllah :)

Where would you like to be in 10 years?

Let's work hard to make our future bright! Yosh!~

- amira_hasrori -

30 Days Challenge : Day 1

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Day 1: Your current relationship, if single discuss how single life is.

Actually, I'm currently on my way back to Teluk Intan. Weehooo! Exam dah habis! It's holiday time!~~  Doakan perjalanan balik saya selamat everyone. #prayforamirahasrori Jadi, dengan rasa bangga dan suka citanya, saya Amira Hasrori dengan ini merasmikan 30 Days Challenge! Muehehe. Soalan hari pertama pun dah mengundang. Apa nak jawab neh. Hmmm. Jap aku fikir jap. 

That should answer the question, isn't it? Yup, I'm single and proud of it. ehehe How single life is, you asked?
For me single life is the freedom to do anything you want. You can go out with whoever you want, you can go shopping alone, you can hang out with your family and friends. And most important of all you can sleep all day long without the disturbance of phone calls or text messages. ekeke

Tbh I've had my not-so-single life for almost two years. And those two years isn't all flowery and ice cream like everyone thought to be. Its depend on who your partner is actually. I didn't say my ex-partner is all evil or somewhat cruel to me. No. I'm not saying that. I'm not holding grudge in any way and I'm totally cool about being separated. Yeah, I'm a maturing lady. ekeke I've learnt my lesson and will not repeat it again, insyaAllah.

What I'm trying to say is, according to my experience, ecewahh single life after two years of not-so-single is like a miracle? I'm happier than before. My relationship with my family is somehow better. Must be because of I'm maturing. Maybe? I don't know the reason but I'm happier being single now.

I don't have any intention to end my single life soon. I'm currently enjoying being single for now. And whoever that have any intention to go beyond friend, I will refuse them with all my heart. I don't want to repeat history and my heart still in healing process if you know what I mean. Except if that someone is SHINee Kim Jonghyun, then I will not hesitate to say, "Yes!" eheh So yeah, please just stay being friend and we'll all be happy.

That's how I felt about single life. Anyone want to add on?

p/s: Currently addicted to word "keke". Please forgive me. ekeke

single life rock! :D

- amira_hasrori -

30 Days Challenge

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Walaikumussalam.

Taraaa!~~~ Memandangkan cuti semester aku betul-betul 30 hari, dan demi untuk tidak membuat perkara yang tidak berfaedah, jadi aku mengambil keputusan untuk membuat 30 Days Challenge ni! Yeehaa!~~~

stay tune! ^^

- amira_hasrori -

Selamat Dua Ribu Empat Belas!

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Walaikumussalam :)

Hey there! Aloha! Oh yeah! It's new year and my age is added one more year. sigh I'm getting old day by day. Nonetheless! I should just enjoy and go with the flow. Am I right? Oh, sure I am. keke

I never celebrate new year anyway. Let's just proceed to the wishes. or hope or azam? This year, will not going to be many because, well you know, lesson learnt? keke So, here we go!

MY 2014 WISHES

1. Get in the dean list.

2. Loss weight and maintain it.

3. Be happy.

So, yeah! That's it! That is my 2014 wishes. My wishes sure get mature by the year isn't it? Not some bunch of crap anymore. Oh, I'm so proud of myself. pat my own head

Happy two thousand fourteen everyone! 

and may the odds be upon your favor.

- amira_hasrori -