30 Days Challenge : Day 30

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Day 30: Your highs and lows this month

Muehehehe. My lows, I'm too lazy to update this! T_T I know, I know. I'll finish and complete this thing later okay. Bear with me for a while. So, I'm now on the bus, on my way to Kuala Terengganu. My semester going to start already. sigh I really really really wish that times fly really fast when I'm in Terengganu. Like seriously, I can't live there. I don't want to live there. Oh, well. Story of my life. sigh

My high? A couple of my wish are fulfilled. Alhamdulillah. And the result is better than the last semester. Got to make the grade go higher! Yosh! Please don't ask my result. Pleaseeeee. I don't ask yours so, you don't ask me, okay? That's the deal.

I have like four more hours to arrive to Terengganu. Urghhh. I hate this situation. I wanna end this suffering fast! Ma, I want to go home :'(

My medicine for the time being.

Hwaiting!~~~

- amira_hasrori -

30 Days Challenge : Day 12

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Day 12: Bullet your whole day.

My day is boring these days. But I'm enjoying the last days of my holiday! Ahh, I really hope I can live like this forever. Basically, my day will be doing house chores, cook for lunch, surfing the net, watching drama, write some stuff, sleep, eat. And repeat until the end of holiday. So, nothing to be bullet anyway. Plus I don't like to use bullet in my writing. ekeke

So, how's your day?

- amira_hasrori -

30 Days Challenge : Day 11

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Day 11: Put your iPod on shuffle and write 10 songs that pop up.

Oh, crap! I don't own an iPod. Well, basically my playlist contains all SHINee songs. Go listen to them! They are really good! And my favourite songs from the latest mini album 'Everybody';

Symptom written by SHINee Jonghyun :)

And Colourful!

I love them all :D

- amira_hasrori -

30 Days Challenge : Day 10

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Day 10: Discuss your first love and first kiss.

singing My first kiss when a little like this~~~ Okay, let's just cut the crap. My first love of course will be my parents! Duhhh, without them I will not be alive and writing this! And my first kiss must be from Puan Mama. Or is it Tuan Abah? I don't know. Maybe they kiss me at the same time! How should I know? I was only one day old! I can't remember that!

I have the greatest parents in this whole wide world! Don't be jealous, you have your parents too ;)

Love you abah and mama :)

- amira_hasrori -

30 Days Challenge : Day 9

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Day 9: How you hope your future will be.

I hope my future will be as bright as the star. I hope the future of me will be healthy and happy.

I hope the future me can meet you,

- amira_hasrori -

30 Days Challenge : Day 8

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Day 8: A moment when you felt the most satisfied with your life.

Will it be too over if I said that the moment is now? But a person who I adore so much will instead said, "Never be satisfied with your life. Work hard and you can play harder after all the hardship you've been going through." Well, because of that, I might want to change my statement.

The moment when I felt the most satisfied for the whole twenty one years old I've been living is perhaps none, but the moment when I felt the most happiest with my life is now. Yes, now. 

I'm in holiday, I moved to a new house, new room, I have my family to lean on and to cheer for me. That's all that matters to me right now. And I'm going to do anything to preserve this moment forever. No matter what it takes for me.

- amira_hasrori -

30 Days Challenge : Day 7

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Day 7: Your zodiac sign and if you think it fits your personality.

I was born in 1993 so my zodiac sign is rooster! How rooster fit my personality? I have a leadership(?) quality, but sometimes when I'm too tired to lead I will just follow the majority voice. Oh, I don't know if being a rooster can fit my personality as I also didn't know what my personality is. Yes, I'm in the process of learning myself right now.

It's very important to know yourself well. As for now, I still don't know what is my talent, so I'm going to explore myself more. ehehe I don't even know what am I rambling about now. Going to sleep now~~~

Good night

- amira_hasrori -

30 Days Challenge : Day 6

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Day 6: Write 30 interesting facts about yourself.

Eh? Do I have any interesting facts about myself at all? Well let's just say that the question was meant to be write what do you think is interesting about yourself. That should do the trick, isn't it? ekeke

Well, now what should I write about myself? I am not exactly an interesting person to start with. If you just met me, you might think that I'm a snobbish and quiet person. Well, I think everyone think the same too. It's true that I am not a friendly person but once you get to know me, I can be loud and you would want to cover your ears. Yes, I am that loud. ekeke

It's not a very interesting fact anyway. What's so interesting about me? I wonder myself. What is so interesting about me? I am not beautiful, I don't have nice voice, I can't draw. I can write but not too well. I have a wild imagination? Can that be an interesting fact of me? I am sometimes paranoid. My friend once said to me that I have a final destination imagination. lol 

I cannot trust people easily and it's hard for me to open up to people. But now I'm trying to be more open minded and express myself more. I am having a hard time writing this entry as I, myself doesn't know any interesting fact about me.

Do you know any interesting facts about me?

- amira_hasrori -

30 Days Challenge : Day 5

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Walaikumussalam.

Day 5: At time you thought about ending your own life.

I think I had wrote this topic somewhere in this blog? Yup, I, amira hasrori, not once but a few times had thoughts about ending my own life. But because my brain is still functioning well and can still think rationally despite in those situations, I just ended up sleeping with a wet pillow on my head. Get what I mean?

There was a time when I was depressed. Started from 13 years old? And it build up until I was 20. Now? I don't think I am depressed anymore. Alhamdulillah :)

There was one time, when my bestfriend left me without any words. She isolated me, she didn't want to meet me, she didn't want to have any conversation with me, not even an eye contact! I was in despair at that particular time. I was sixteen, I had difficulties of making friends, and she came into my life. I feel loved and I love her so much. But what she did to me was beyond my expectation.

I'm in despair. I don't even know what to do. I become depressed. I was just sixteen. My hormones must've been stirring my emotion at that time. I was thinking on drinking the whole bottle of cough syrup, eat all the medicine that I had, but I don't remember why I didn't proceed to that. Maybe I thought that there is still a long way for me to go. People come and people go in my life. Many of them just say a simple, "Hi!" and a few of them steal my heart along the way. And she is one of them. 

I thank to God that today, I can still standing proud and say that I am alive and thank to God that gives me the brain to think rationally at those time and I didn't end up dead in my own hand. 

Dear depressed people,

Please seek for help if you are in the situation like me. Don't be foolish and end your life. There are too many things in this world that can give you happiness. Do not give up. Love yourself.

There's no one else that can love yourself more than you do :)

- amira_hasrori -

30 Days Challenge : Day 4

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Walaikumussalam.

Day 4: Your views on religion.

I am indeed a proud muslim. I am Islam by my name and InsyaAllah by my attitude, akhlak and deeds. I may not be a pious but I'm still working hard to become a good daughter to my parents, a good sister to my siblings, a good friend to my friends, a good student to my lecturers, and most important of all, a good slave to my Almighty Allah swt.

Religion to me means to have faith in the power of God. And I believe in that. I may not be a pious but I still want to be a better person, and I think all of us want that. Wanting to be a better person and chase the heaven that Allah swt had promised us in Al-Quran, His love letter.

I may not be a pious but still I want the best for myself, my family and my friends. May Allah swt help us in this world and hereafter. Let us work hard to gain Jannah from Him. InsyaAllah :)

May all of us be a good slave to Allah swt :)

- amira_hasrori -